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I Am a bit early in our weekly blog topics..but needed to share.
Some incredibly hurtful things can be said...some incredibly hurtful things can occur..but I couldn't bare to Hold On to an expired feeling anymore.
Today I made the decision to forgive.
It was choice. How do I know It was a choice??...because The option was sitting right Next to resentment. In fact, resentment And Forgiveness talked...
Resentment said "I'm going to keep reminding you Of all The líes, all The pain, dissapointment, And grief, SOO much to The point anger, hate, bitterness tuck you in at night; than wake you up to do It all over again The Next Day. You'll Still be able to Live your life, but just know I'm always going to be here, occupying some space (not too much) just a little in your mind, some More in your heart, and If you try hard enough to Hold On to me...you just might feel It deep down in your bones.."
Forgiveness responded saying "I wish I could remember what you JUST said...but The truth is, I Forgave you before you even started talking, so whatever you choose to do, or say...whatever you bring to The table doesn't affect me.. I already made reservations to save Room for growth, Love, success, Joy, And PEACE from all Of that. And to be honest, The way my future is set Up...I just Don't have time to Hold a spot for you in my life.
I came to realize that dating Resentment for so long helped to only validate my hurt feelings, And not edify what i know to be true.
Continuing to befriend And entertain resentment was only robbing me of every moment I could be enjoying with Forgiveness...
I choose to Love me More than what's ever said, what's ever happenned...TODAY is a CHOICE I make towards loving The Parts Of me that have been attacked, manipulated, misused, abandoned, líed to...And taken for granted.
Who will you choose?
It's healing time.
Devin Marie & Cristal Lowe
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